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Friday, March 30, 2007

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Grab it while you can!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Thanks buddy for helping me sort my thoughts out today.
Something has triggered those thoughts.
As I went through the process with you over the numerous SMSes,
I realised that there is a world beyond the borders of my workstation.
A world that offers a million and one solution to this pressing dilemma of mine.
A world that is evil and manipulative and cruel.
A world of opportunities nonetheless.

[AndarieL]
Oh Mighty One.
Protect me.
Protect my family.
Help me find the path.
Guide me.
Please.
Amin.

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Old Boat, Dead Boat?!

Joe and John were identical twins. Joe owned an old dilapidated boat and kept pretty much to himself. One day he rented out his boat to a group of out-of-staters who sank it. Joe spent all day trying to salvage as much stuff as he could and was out of touch all that day and most of the evening. Unbeknownst to him, his brother John's wife died suddenly.

When he got back on shore he went into town to pick up a few things at the grocery. A kind old neighbor woman mistook him for John and said: "I'm so sorry for your loss. You must feel terrible."

Joe, thinking she was talking about his boat said: "Hell no! Fact is I'm sort of glad to be rid of her. She was a rotten old thing from the beginning. Her bottom was all shriveled up and she smelled like old dead fish. She was always holding water. She had a bad crack in the back and a pretty big hole in the front too. Every time I used her, her hole got bigger and she leaked like crazy. I guess what finally finished her off was when I rented her to those four guys looking for a good time. I warned them that she wasn't very good and smelled bad. But they wanted her anyway. The darn fools tried to get in her all at one time and she split right up the middle!"

The old woman fainted.

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Help Me

Saturday, March 24, 2007

It seemed to me that I have done something wrong.
But nobody is saying anything.
Nobody wants to tell me anything.
I cannot go on like this.
Or, Is this how you want your revenge?

[Andariel]
Emo Alert.
Drowning myself in PM Dawn's Faith in You.
Because no one has faith in me.

posted by andariel @ 8:50 PM 0 comments

Monday, March 19, 2007

It sucked.

My heart's palpitating.

I'm breaking out in cold sweat every five minutes.

I cannot feel my fingers even as I'm typing.

I'm counting down the days to the next holiday.

Even my homies didn't act normal.

Sigh.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

I met up with my ex-students just yesterday. Feeling very apprehensive about the whole outing initially, I was glad I didn't back off because I had great fun with them! It was not the piping hot pasta we had at Swensen's that made me not regret me move. It was definitely not the chaotic atmosphere over at the Marina Superbowl. It was simply their company. The chance of listening to what they have succeeded in achieving over the past two years since they left school. Their excited faces when asked about what they have done or still are in the midst of doing. It was that twinkle in their eyes when they talk about the memories we shared in school. I didn't feel old. Instead I felt totally rejuvenated. Basking in the warmth that seemed to radiate off every small talk we had. Every hearty laugh we shared. It was tremendously exciting! It did not matter at all that I totally fumbled during the game. Hahaha! Thank you guys for creating that space for me and welcoming me with open arms!

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Don't Write Me Off Just Yet [Serious]

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

It's never been easy for me
To find words to go along, with a melody
But this time there's actually something, on my mind
So please forgive these few brief awkward lines.

Since I met you my whole life has changed
It's not just my furniture you've rearranged
I was living in the past
But somehow you've brought me back
And I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said relax.

And now I know, based on my track record
I might not seem like the safest bet
All I'm asking you, is don't write me off, just yet.

For years I've been telling myself, the same old story
That I'm happy to live off my so called, former glories
But you've given me a reason, to take another chance
Now I need you, despite the fact, that you've killed all my plants.

And though I know, I've already blown more chances
Than anyone should ever get
All I'm asking you, is don't write me off, just yet
Don't write me off just yet.

AndarieL [Thinking/Reflecting]

If I was to be the music,

would you ever be

as willing

to be my lyrics?

posted by andariel @ 11:35 PM 1 comments

TimeLine: SaturDay

Sunday, March 11, 2007

10:03[Landed up in DeliFrance in the morning. To kill time. That added to a total intake of 500 Cal]
10:45[When I received that call, I froze. I wanted so hard to please her. Without her knowing. Made it in time. She looked ok, a little distracted and distant though. I didn't want to add on to her misery. Hyped myself up.]
12:12[This direction idiot ironically steered everyone to NYJC in record time! Applaud moi for successfully making sense of the ever confusing Street Directory]
12:40[The mee goreng tasted amazingly delicious. Cudos to that kakak! Sampai jilat jari babe!]
13:10[We proceeded to the venue. It was still empty despite the time. Could it be the venue? Or lack of professionalism?]
13:20[I caught his eyes! Or so I like to imagine. His presence was certainly a BONUS. Woo Hoo!]
13:31[Birai GPA diselak. Mungkin aku terlalu mengharapkan mutu pengelolaan yang baik. Namun, kesilapan-kesilapan teknikal yang kerapkali menjejas kelicinan aturcara membuat aku rasa malu. Entah. Apa cerita seh? Cg K2 pun sampai tak senang duduk! Budak-budak tu memukau aku dengan takat keyakinan yang membanggakan. Persembahan yang sarat dengan pengupasan tema. Nyanyian yang mantap, takde pun terkeluar chords! Ekspresi muka yang menggendong seribu makna. Gerak tari yang bertenaga. Alamak! Tak sah lagi diorang pilihan aku untuk angkat dua tempat yang pertama.]
14:45[Kita orang cabut kejap. Melepas sesak di dada! Sambil aku melangkah naik anak-anak tangga, terasa berdetak jantung aku bila bab melintas si dia. Giler tak aku ni? Senteng! Naik bingai seh!]
16:59[Sampai balik, cukup-cukup nampak si SP beraksi. Ok ajer, aspek visualnya tak sah lagi memang menonjol. Aku naik seram!]
18:28[MI rangkul lagu terbaik. Yang lain poly angkat! Entah apa si pengadil jadikan kayu ukur sampai persembahan yang kurang kupasan tema pun boleh menang! Sekarang aku yang bingung. Apa sebenarnya GPA? Walau apapun, aku tahu orang mesti bilang "Bijan lu rok ah brade!"]
18:45[Dia memang emo agaknya. Hati lembut bak tofu. Nangis babe!]
19:05[Headed for TPY. I was pretty limp at that point. Delifrance again. To end my day. The iced cafe mocha I ordered was the much needed elixir at that point.]
20:30[Waded through the shops. That aside, considerable damage was done. Seeing how my bag was quickly filled up with purchases after purchases.]
21:50[Squeezed onto the train that speedily brought my aching physical lump back home.]

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Faith In You [AndarieL]

Friday, March 09, 2007

I don't kiss the future like the fortune tellers do
So I can't dream with you at night
Pessimism's hunger changes everything
I wish I walked with faith
and not sight but
You know with anything you do
There's a hundred people bringing you down
No matter who you are
Don't let them make you cause they'll break you
Don't let them love you cause they'll hate you even more

When no one else
Believes in you
I'm completely yours
I've got so much faith in you
No matter what this life
Puts in front of you
You can save this world
I've got so much faith in you

Anyone who knows you sees the renaissance in you
And I have to try and act surprised
"Prime demotivator" says my point of view
I wish I
Had some cheer to lead you to but
No matter how much good you do
There's a million people wishing you harm
I'm telling you
No matter who you are
Don't let them make you cause they'll break you
Don't let them love you cause they'll hate you even more

There's a million things that I could say to you
Don't let them change you inside
Because anyone who matters
Will try to understand who you are

[AndarieL in Thought]

That's life in a nutshell

You can never

trust someone completely

They will bring you down

Someday

Somehow

Learn to manoeuvre your own course in life

Chart your own path

Plan your destination

Do it with faith

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