Things have slowly but surely returned to what I deem as normal. I'm no longer drenched in cold sweat. No more shudders. No more tense moments. I'm feeling ok. Much better than I've ever felt in a LONG while. Thank goodness for that cause I have not been able to focus on my job. It was annoying really. Especially when I know I have no control over such fragile aspects of human relation! I'm not sure if I mention having been promoted to the next level anywhere in this blog. Promotion can only mean 2 things! First, and most importantly of course a pay increment! Yeah! Major extrinsic motivation that will spur the most incompetent being to doing something at work. Haha. Secondly, with every promotion comes that extra baggage of stress! Increased expectations! More responsibilities. I'm not sure how I will fair. But at this point I'm just taking it one step at a time. Appreciating the finer things at work. |
